This morning

I woke up to this scripture
John 4:37-38
-You know the saying, 'One person plants and someone else harvests.' And it's true, I sent you to harvest where you didn't plant; others had already done the work, and you will gather the harvest.

*This stuck out to me a lot this morning*

Working as a waitress is good. I love waitressing. I love the people I work with too. They make me laugh a lot and are all really nice. What makes my job even more a blessing is when my church family come and eat. It always brightens my day to see them...Heather, Dana, Cindy, Amiga, Karen-katie, Louis, Tim, Josh, Tyler, etc...Happy!

Today Tyler, Deanna, Brandon and I are going to play some tennis. I'm excited, so I'm going to get ready for the big match.

My daddy and I

This was taken about three yrs ago. It was the beginning of my walk with my real Father, with my daddy.

God's Message To Women

When I created the heavens and the earth,

I spoke them into being.

When I created man,

I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.

But you , woman, I fashioned.

After I breathed the breath of life into man,

Because your nostrils are to delicate.

I allowed a deep sleep to come over him,

So I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.

Man was put to sleep

So that he could not interfere with the creativity.

From one bone I fashioned you.

I chose the bone that protects man's life.

I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs.

And supports him, as you were meant to do.

Around this one bone I shaped you.

I modeled you.

I created you perfectly and beautifully.

Your characteristics are as the rib,

Strong yet delicate and fragile.

You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man,

His heart.

His heart is the center of his being;

His lungs hold the breath of life.

The rib cage will allow itself to be broken.

Before it will allow damage to the heart.

Support man as the rib cage supports the body.

You were not taken from his feet, to be under him,

Nor were you taken from his head, to be above him.

You were taken from his side,

To stand beside him and be held close to his side.

You are my perfect angel, my beautiful little girl.

You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence,

And my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart.

Your eyes are beautiful,

Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer.

Your nose, so perfect in form,

Your hands so gentle to touch.

I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep,

I've held your heart close to mine.

Of all that lives and breathes, you are the most like me.

Adam walked with me in the cool of the day,

Yet he was lonely.

He could not see me or touch me.

He could only feel me.

So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me,

I have fashioned in you:

My holiness, my strength, my purity, my love,

My protection and support.

You are special because you are the extension of me.

Man represents my image - Woman, my emotions.

Together, you represent the totality of God.

So man, treat woman well.

Love her, respect her, for she is fragile.

In hurting her, you hurt me.

What you do to her, you do to me.

In hurting her, you only damage your own heart,

The heart of your Father and the heart of her Father.

Woman, support man.

In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you.

In gentle quietness show your strength.

In love, show him that you are the rib,

That protects his inner self.

Did you know that woman was so special in God's eyes?

~Author Unknown~

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You will make it

Update

So here it goes...

I HATE SATAN! I hate his little friends, fallen angels and most of all demons. I HATE THEM! I want to smother them with the blood of the lamb. Grrr I hate their lies, deceptions, and there attempt to destroy things. GAAAH!!!!! I HATE THEM!

Besides my hatred towards Satan(<---I HATE), things are good. Jesus is faithful and strongest warrior. I feel like giving up sometimes but he fights for me. I love my God, my Father. He is so good to me and I want to be good to him too. I hate when I mess up though. My front neighbor is a pastor and was talking to me and Deanna the other day. He spoke things I needed to hear. Kinda funny cool how I have a pastor front door and a beautiful Muslim family two doors down. My neighbor was planting some flowers and asked me to help. He made the holes and I had to put the flowers in. They were little flowers but so pretty. I was happy there was some left over that he gave me to keep. +) I love love love flowers!

Last night I went with Deanna to Brandon's softball game. It was fun to watch but guys are soo rough. Thank God I wasn't born a male cuz I'd be afraid to be around tough and rough guys all the time. Eik! I'd cry every two minutes. Brandon's team didn't win this time, which was a bummer but Brandon is definetly a lily among thorns. He's so encouraging to the whole group. I love my brother!

Speaking of which, my daddy and I have been getting along lately. +) That makes me soo happy! I love my daddy especially when he is nice to me! When he is mean he is mean but he has been really cool lately. I love when he laughs at my jokes...it makes me feel special, like I'm really funny or something. I hope he gets saved soon...and my mama and my brother...

I just got a job yesterday at Sunrise Restuarant, as a waitress, by my old Job AMR. I go into training today, tomorrow and Thursday. I'm excited! I have a big heart for the girls already there. They are so beautiful and precious. Their lives seem very rough though, so I'm glad I can be apart of their lives hopefully if it is God's will. My mom isn't excited that I'm working there cuz she wants me to get a desk job. I still work front desk at AMR as backup now though so I guess my mom is alright with it but she is trying hard to get me into a clinic full time. I'm not digging it, but I know she wants the best for me...but still...I'm not digging it...

Deanna and I bought these King David Matzos, Kosher for Passover stuff from Woodmans. It was on sale and it is so cool! I didn't eat it but the box and the crackers are pretty cool to look at.



This is so cute! I had to put it up.

Well Deanna (the good trainer) is trying to teach my dalmatian which is my room and which is her room. Looks interesting how she is holding a banana and Ronald (my dog) seems very confused. I think I'm going to bug her now.

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And it shall come to pass in that day, I will hear, saith the LORD, I will hear the heavens, and they shall hear the earth -Hosea 2:21

Banana time!

I LOVE...

BANANA TIME!

Words of God

I am God
and
You are my son
Today I have become your father
Ask of me, and I will give the nations for your inheritance
the uttermost parts of the earth for your possession
You shall break them with a rod of iron
You shall dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel
As I am the Vessel
I am the Potter
And mine is the Rod of Iron

I answer when you call
I give you relief from your distress
I have mercy on you, and hear your prayer
You sons of men, how long shall my glory be turned into dishonour?
Will you love vanity, and seek after falsehood?


Stand in awe, and don’t sin
Search your own heart on your bed, and be still
Offer the sacrifices of righteousness
Put your trust in Me

The light of My Face will shine on you
I will put gladness in your heart
In peace you will both lay yourself down and sleep
for I alone will make you live in safety

Because I am your shepherd
You shall lack nothing
I'll make you lie down in green pastures
I'll lead you beside still waters
I'll restore your soul
I'll guide you in the paths of righteousness for mine name’s sake
Even though you walk through the valley of the shadow of death
You will fear no evil, for I am with you