yup

He who ignores discpline despises himself,
but whoever heeds correction gains understanding.
-Proverbs 15:32

UPDATE
My pastor next door told me to date a man, not a little boy. I understand what he means now. I feel angry at Tyler but I'm trying very hard not to egg his car. (I say this with some humor and hurt.)

I'm really loving the ladies at work. Getting to know them and their stories really makes me love them more. Few of the girls are Ciara, Lidia, Patty, Heather, Kayla, both Emilys, and most of all Karen. Karen I love a lot. She's so awesome and I have a big heart for her. She is lesbian and is taking care of her daughter, sisters, and mother all by herself. I've been really drawn to her a lot. She is different but I feel and know God is tryn to tell me something about her. A lot of the girls there are younger than me and have a child. They are tough girls, most seem to have rough lives. I saw the number 601 three times in a row last night at work and usually I only see it once but I realized that I saw that number three times in a row for a reason. I think it's a warning. I got hit hard last night. A lot of it was from past stuff. The enemy is hitting hard, and I'm trying soo hard to stand firm but I can't do anything without God.

I want to be with Jesus right now. Everything is for a reason, I'm sure. That time will come some day. But I am thankfully Jesus is helping me understand things more and putting me in men and womens' lives. Getting hurt is part of life on this earth but it's awesome how from that hurt, going to God makes my relationship with him become more intimate and feel closer through those hurts. Good stuff from a good God. All knowing, all present, all powerful...that's my Father. I love him. He is nice to me.

I'm thirsty and I HATE SATAN.

Now I got to get ready to have lunch with two beautiful women of God. Jackie and Heather!! +) Woot! I GOOOO!!!!!! ZOOOOoooOOOoooM!