Well after a long conversation with my good friend Heather, I've decided to stalk her and become a member of this interesting thing called blogspot.com. Reminds me of an old blog thingy I had before when I was a sad kid living in some dude's basement. But this time I have the spirit of the living God inside me and even though I get sad sometimes I know that the Lord is my way of light again and I can find a way out of the worlds tempt to make me miserable and dead. I thank Jesus for everything he has done but I'm even more thankful that he reveals his tender love to me ever so often. Sometimes I get so clingy I don't want to go on with life unless I can feel his heart or love for me but as time goes on and on I'm understanding that Jesus wants me to keep growing and not to stop. So I guess I can feel like a lovesick chick and thirsty and hungry all the time but I know there is a reason for everything.
Heather is becoming more of my big sister. The more I know her the more I love her. God has placed her so much on my heart lately and it feels good to be open with someone besides your twin sister (thank God I have Deanna in my life!) and feel like you just earned a new big sister that went through the same things as you. I love her and thankful that God has placed her so perfectly in my life. God's so nice to me, to all of us actually. Life without God is empty and dull and dark and I can say so much because I know it is. Jesus rescued me from so many things and I hope and pray that the blind, death, and dead will soon see him the way he has revealed himself to me and many others.
My biggest wish of all would be that all would walk in the truth and light of God.
My second wish would probably be to be with Jesus in heaven if I can right now.
My third wish would probably have to be a godly wife and mother someday.
Okay well Deanna (my twin sister) is coming home soon from work so I'm going to bug her now.
Thanks for reading my very random blog thing a ding.
God bless! +)
Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.